Infatuation

current fav song.

please don't watch the video! don't say i didn't warn you. horrible! with no relation to the song. should have done something to help enhance and portray the emotions the song carries.

what would you do if you wanted to share a song that you liked but the video sucked? wanted to embed just the audio, but somehow youtube sound quality sounded nicer.

so here it is:




simply heartfelt.


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Repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat :P

no, no... no worries. it's not Selena. just wanna share another song i'm putting on repeat atm ♥





love this so much! hope you do too :)




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Girly Max

hurried change of blog temp in the office. 

so pink and girly! maybe a lil too much for me. 

pardon the unmatching-ness of this with my age.

my blog now looks like a 13 year-old's.

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pinkify my blog even more. lol.

 pink phone cover. pink top.

pink poser!

pink. pink. pink. pink

 even the table clothes are pink!

am i pretty in pink? 

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can't get enough of pink?

visit my blog.

pink until you die :P

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"Ter"-click

aiyak. 

fooling around with the layouts and template. 

and i clicked on it. wtf.

stuck with this for now @.@

lazy me = ugly blog

i'll live with this till i can't stand the sight of it.

gah.

zero, or maybe even below sea level

only done with the first paper, but fighting spirit already zero. how to kao tim the remaining 3 papers leh?

i hate my sudden don't care attitude :-/

i want to work really hard, but my head and its counterparts won't let me. my best guess is that they're already worn out and exhausted from all the work and pressure i've gone through non-stop for the past few months. they're making a stand and protesting against doing anything that is stressful or would strain me out.



or am i just making up excuses to give up and stop fighting?


i've lost my focus.


tired and bummed out with all that's going on. there's no "me time" at all. and i can't live without that. no compromises. ever. there's so many things i want to do which i haven't got the chance to.

eg:

• edit + upload pics from Chinese New Year. (which i hadn't had time to do in 4 freaking months =.=")
• exercise! jog / cycle / badminton. (seriously anything at all. would kill for a chance to sweat it out) 
• change this blog's template and layout.
• clean my room.
• go see doctor.
• mlk
• my friends

i guess i've made my point. the list could go on and on...


already planned on when to take leave and how to spend my 4 consecutive weekends after this semester wraps up. only few days away... but still seems so far fetched. seriously. can't wait.


persuading self to stay positive and focused.


6 days.


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NO! this blog is NOT dead yet.

back to huha for a bit here.

can afford to spend a lil time here cos lady boss left for penang, yay!

no yelling, no screaming, no pushing, no rushing... but come to think of it, she is actually my daily "cup of coffee". the one that wakes me up from my half dead state, snaps me back to reality and gives me that oomph to think and act on matters that require my attention each and every day without fail. seriously, i can't start my work day without her. lol.



too long mei you blog liao. lost touch :-O

i wanna share something here which you guys might have already had laughed about already. still wanna keep some form of it here so i can look back and lol on it as and when i need a laugh.



visited Paradigm Mall already? if you haven't, you can check out its facebook page @http://www.facebook.com/ParadigmMall

the best part about the mall? the staff managing its facebook page. check out the thread below:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150881074948743&set=a.10150092462198743.282946.527478742&type=1&ref=nf

in the heat of things, some guai lan fella came up with an epic reply. i lol-ed so hard my classmates thought i was crazy. yeah. totally kantoi cos i was checking fb in class. whaaat?! boring lecturer. boring lecture. so fb lah :P

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150932449509461&set=p.10150932449509461&type=1&ref=nf

funny fellas.



but overall, the mall ain't that bad lah. discovered 2 stalls that i really liked - "Chewy Junior" and "QBean". lol. both food stalls. yah... very helpful in keeping me sane and happy actually. i don't think the stalls are new, must have branches in some other places... but my first encounter with them was at Paradigm.

"Chewy" actually sells cream puffs. one of my fav things in the world! they are like so yummy. esp the cheese one. sorry. no pictures. tak sempat. too tempting d xD

"QBean" however were giving out free samples of soya bean ice cream. you won't know how awesome it is till you try it!! not a soya bean lover. but fell in love with the ice cream.

me and sb ice cream ♥

photo taken with HTC 1X

have to log off liao. my work space too open d... lotsa ppl walking past plus i'm just 2 ft away from the deputy principal's office. have to behave :-/

bye bloggie.

till next time.

ps:// love the new revamp of the blogspot! 

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why does it always seem like it's my fault?

if it really isn't my fault, then why do I feel like shit right now?