Happy Ending.

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

May quickie.

scribble scribble... update update...

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been to 2 doctors in 2 weeks.




and this lil idiot bit me :/ had to take a jab and my thumb looked like this :




gigantic antibiotic. so hard to swallow! felt like torture each time i had to swallow it.

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this never fails to make me feel greedy. sick but insisted.

1st stop on the way back for wesak. simpang ampat tol directly to p. gadong then to klebang.

had daddy waiting for me at home. he didnt know i chose coconut shake over him xP

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wesak was good :)

returned to the familiar atmosphere and feel after so long.

missed out on it for 3 years already. msu la. cleverly arrange exams in May every year.



pindapata. giving alms to monks on wesak morning.

we laymen are all in white. notice the similarity in colors for the monks and Ray ;P ?

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found mille crepe in pj.


fail. beaten flat by nadeje's.

austin chase has it too. ordered from:

http://humblebeginnings.com.my/millecrepe.html

tried it once at gardens mv. and got one for ed's birthday. oreo.

not too bad la. but still nadeje ftw.

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got the chance to meet up. only managed 3 hours together. we need more time!!!

half a year since we last met. nothing has changed. bffs ♥

and it's my darling zira's birthday today! happy birthday dear!

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finally, got one of my own!


vb anyone? lets play man !

got this as the rest of the color balls were too exp and the one i wanted got ruined because of the stupid cello-tape they used for tagging -.-"

in luck cos i peeled it off before we left the store. instant exchange.

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and i just woke up after being knocked out cold by cough syrup.

i remember being out for 14 hours once. accidentally overdosed. lazy to measure and wash the measuring cup so i drank straight out of the bottle :P

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that pretty much sums up my May.

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was yours any good?

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imma watch barca and mu in awhile. and i hope barca beats the crap out of mu!!


dear messi, go do your thing and shut all the mu fans up!




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i don't belong when there's no you.



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so hard, you're so far...

dedicated to all of you out there facing this:





it's just too bad that there isn't a good video for this. thought of posting brandy's version but it isn't great enough. anyway, i played this non-stop for 5 hours in the office today. cheers to YT repeat ! lol. can sing without the lyrics d.

long distaners, stay strong, you'll make it through somehow.



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No Denying

i don't write good stuff anymore :/

i just string some random words together and call it a sentence, throw a few sentences together and call it a blog post.

and i effortlessly make this sound like a popular gathering spot for the Emo Club.

growing older, getting lamer.

typical of me.





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if you knew what you did hurt me,
and you had the chance to do it all over again...

would you do the same?

maybe if it hurts like that every time,
again, again, and again,
it will hurt less and less till it hurts no more.

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what does it mean when it doesn't hurt anymore?



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