Pawned !

today, i was smuggled into SEGi college and attended a moral class. of all classes. dang. why moral? i hated that subject. but that's not the point. it didnt matter what class it was. it wasn't like i was there to pay attention and learn anyway. lol. so, the lecturer was going on and on and on and the few back rows were filled with laptops. some dota-ing. some facebook-ing. all were talking and laughing. and he just continued the lecture as if it was a normal thing. some of you must be thinking, now why didn't i choose to go to SEGi? and i think, even if it was an empty class and no one attended, he would have continued like he always did anyway.

i felt so sad for him. as i intend to take up lecturing as a future occupation, i hope that i would not disgrace myself as he did. practically no one listened to him or respected him :/

well, so here's what i did in "class" :D

intruder held inhabitant captive!

he surrendered, yay!

ps:// the blue crosses represent me! and the black dots are ray.
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i miss so many things. i dont even know where to begin.

i miss...

1. my dell's speakers. --- (the new asus is too soft for my liking!)
2. my mlk kitchen. --- (i'm free to experiment)
   
3. my twilight series. --- (feel like reading em again b4 eclipse is out.)
   
4. some of my old clothes. --- (all too tight for me now. fattie!)
5. my old olympus camera. --- (i remember lotsa of great moments it captured)
6. dancing. --- (and this includes sw n hj!)
7. my old school field. --- (plus the purple baton)
8. my flexibility. --- (literally)
9. my flat tummy. --- (literally)
10. being a bad girl. --- (i'm good now! and i'm not allowed to be bad.)
11. midnight car rides with the windows scrolled down. --- (mlk wind. hee.)
    

that's just for starters. there's lots more. some are hard to describe. and they're running through my mind right now. making me restless.


in short, i'm just missing what is missing.



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No More.

received 2 unexpected random phone calls consecutively from 2 people i didnt even know exists in my phonebook. both asking me for favours. do i look like miss charitable or something? felt weird. hung up. and seconds later, the message alert beeped.

dang.

your pc is ready for collection
mainboard problem
CAN'T REPAIR.

whizbiz
ricky

god. tears formed at the brims of my eyes. threatening to spill even at the slightest blink.

my lappie. my pink dell.
gone.
i feel so incomplete mann...


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The Gift.

sohai girl xP

pawned it in less than 3 hours!

i like her books. they never fail to make me cry!

i'm such a sucker.

though i know it's fiction, and things like that don't happen in real life, i fall for it anyway.

well, that book was my 2009's christmas pressie from him.

yeah. it's like more than half a year ago.

but i had left it virgin and only rapped it this morning xP

i came on to it hard, fast and steady...

and left it lying sore and vulnerable on the couch when i was done with it.




ugh, and that pic of me looks dumb. lol.
another thing is that there's no photoshop or any other photo editing programs in this comp.
cant make myself look less dumb!

sigh...

my lappie...

imy so muchhhh!

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Copy Cat.

my sentimental you, this melted my heart.

I'm here and you're there.

in any word described, we're still being apart,

though it's temporary, my heart fond for you..

I've grown too attached to you..

missing you, tell me how not to..

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


dont mind me.

just felt like shouting.