white flag.

you've learnt how to live...

... how to love

you've learnt how to accept...

... how to give

you've learnt how to tolerate...

... how to lose

but is spite of all, it's pointless, regardless of all that you've learnt.




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split !

i remember when we were the best of friends in college.
we slacked together, worked together, and as always, we had fun together.

the five of us.

you guys made my days in college less insufferable and i miss all of you!

separated for practicum. oh such a waste. we could have done great things together and practicum would have been less painful.

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managed to get with these 3 fellas on separate occasions.

thanks for the ice cream :D

poke - grins stupidly - smiles :)

matching, aren't we ? ♥

hopefully this wont be the last i see of you guys

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Z U E ! where are you???

don't you know i miss you so?

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Losing.

i want no news of either of you, but somehow facebook has just got to go flash 'em right in my face.

i know i'm on the losing end right now. i missed my favorite yearly event for 2 years in a row for goddamn stupid reasons. seeing pictures posted by others only caused nostalgia and made me long to be there.

i can't go back. and i won't either.

always have seen u guys as friends so dear to me. i've always been soft. especially towards you guys that i love and trust so much. whatever quarrels, arguments, misunderstanding, or problems that we had with each other were always put behind. "kissing & making up" each and every time shit happened. forgiving and forgetting. putting you guys above anything else.

in just two months, i lost 3 of you. gave up and felt that it meant nothing anymore, nothing to you, you and you, as well as nothing to me. this is the first time in my life that i ever had to lose people i called friends in this particular manner, and let me tell you, it totally sucked.

my absence won't be noticed. and i'm sure none of you would regret what you did and could care less.

but on the bright side, i got over it. i got over you.

you guys despise each other so much, but in fact you're just exactly the same. committing to the same crime. i could tolerate the pushing, but this time, you guys pushed too far.

so long, farewell. this is officially goodbye.