two hearts resting side by side
scrupulously near, yet painstakingly far
crushed by doubt
crushed by grudge
forever hold a joy unreal
yield all pains
yield all sorrows
forever knows no trust
two hearts resting side by side
one shielded, one shattered
bears no consideration
bears no forgiveness
bound to condemn and hate
full of remorse
full of despair
bound to fall apart
two hearts resting side by side
trapped in delusion
trapped in vain
search but find no way out
two hearts resting side by side
deprived of hope
deprived of faith
lost with no direction
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Untitled
You’re a little boy,
Lost in your own world,
Lost in your own perceptions,
Lost in your own beliefs.
It’s time you rid that boyish phase and learn how to be a real man.
It ain’t easy,
It sure as hell will take time.
How long will it take?
How long am I willing to wait?
As much as I love you boy,
I still need you to be that man.
x
.
Lost in your own world,
Lost in your own perceptions,
Lost in your own beliefs.
It’s time you rid that boyish phase and learn how to be a real man.
It ain’t easy,
It sure as hell will take time.
How long will it take?
How long am I willing to wait?
As much as I love you boy,
I still need you to be that man.
x
.
Friday, December 10, 2010
It's been a lil too quiet in here!
in my defense, i do log in to my blogger to see what is going on with my peeps and my cursor does hover over the NEW POST button but i never end up clicking on it.
this girl has been organizing the mess in her head which is even more tangled up compared to Rapunzel's hair.
well, finally completing your studies is something to go bonkers about, something to celebrate, and probably something that makes you proud because you have actually achieved something. on the contrary, it has done nothing but upset me in all ways possible. for the past few weeks, i've been catching up with my own thoughts, feelings, wanting to spill but not being able to. to be honest, i got lost, was extremely down and depressed, trying to figure out lots of stuff which apparently i'm not going to disclose here. (i still keep some things private)
to give a brief description, it's kinda like i don't know how to go on from here. and i super envy those people who have their entire lives planned out in front of them, where they already know exactly what is it that they want. i haven't got a clue and am still figuring it out.
the past few weeks has also been filled with lots of pain :'(
out of nowhere, the corners of my lips cracked and bled.
and consequently a gigantic ulcer conveniently chose the tip of my tongue to grow on.
it's ouch and double ouch.
(sorry, no pictures. the sight is too revolting. wouldn't want anyone to flag my blog xP)
december is supposed to be a happy month for everyone. why the hell am i so caught up in negativity? so come make me happy.
forcing a painful smile :)
x
this girl has been organizing the mess in her head which is even more tangled up compared to Rapunzel's hair.
well, finally completing your studies is something to go bonkers about, something to celebrate, and probably something that makes you proud because you have actually achieved something. on the contrary, it has done nothing but upset me in all ways possible. for the past few weeks, i've been catching up with my own thoughts, feelings, wanting to spill but not being able to. to be honest, i got lost, was extremely down and depressed, trying to figure out lots of stuff which apparently i'm not going to disclose here. (i still keep some things private)
to give a brief description, it's kinda like i don't know how to go on from here. and i super envy those people who have their entire lives planned out in front of them, where they already know exactly what is it that they want. i haven't got a clue and am still figuring it out.
the past few weeks has also been filled with lots of pain :'(
out of nowhere, the corners of my lips cracked and bled.
and consequently a gigantic ulcer conveniently chose the tip of my tongue to grow on.
it's ouch and double ouch.
(sorry, no pictures. the sight is too revolting. wouldn't want anyone to flag my blog xP)
december is supposed to be a happy month for everyone. why the hell am i so caught up in negativity? so come make me happy.
forcing a painful smile :)
x
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
No More.
received 2 unexpected random phone calls consecutively from 2 people i didnt even know exists in my phonebook. both asking me for favours. do i look like miss charitable or something? felt weird. hung up. and seconds later, the message alert beeped.
dang.
god. tears formed at the brims of my eyes. threatening to spill even at the slightest blink.
my lappie. my pink dell.
gone.
i feel so incomplete mann...
.
dang.
your pc is ready for collection
mainboard problem
CAN'T REPAIR.
whizbiz
ricky
god. tears formed at the brims of my eyes. threatening to spill even at the slightest blink.
my lappie. my pink dell.
gone.
i feel so incomplete mann...
.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Off Mood
come back! i need you! without you... i can't do anything. due dates are like so freaking near. and i hate it when you're gone...
dear mood... please, come back... come back to me. don't drift further and further away from me.
dear mood... please, come back... come back to me. don't drift further and further away from me.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Lost.
no feelings.
no plans.
no anger.
no clue.
just dont know what to do anymore.
i'm sorry. but that just doesn't cut it.
sorry works no magic.
it's not a spell which can be cast upon the person you hurt to take away the pain you caused.
no. it just cant be un-done. no matter what.
forgiven.
but yet, i remain lost.
no plans.
no anger.
no clue.
just dont know what to do anymore.
i'm sorry. but that just doesn't cut it.
sorry works no magic.
it's not a spell which can be cast upon the person you hurt to take away the pain you caused.
no. it just cant be un-done. no matter what.
forgiven.
but yet, i remain lost.
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