I'm Not Complaining!

i know i'm not the only one leaving the office late at night. there are others sacrifing even more than i am, and i'm sure they all have great bosses like i have.

i personally would like to describe my boss as a careful thinker. She always uses logic on difficult jobs, and most certainly has leadership qualities. She often makes exceptionally good judgement, and is also extremely career minded.

all thanks to this wonderful boss, i am working way past my working hours, juggling tasks not described in my job scope, assigned to work with more than what a pair of hands can cope , given deadlines next to impossible to meet, and dealing with instructions that change from time to time and which are also so brief that i can barely make sense out of. expectations are high till the extend where i'm treated as if i'm a mutant with the ability to read minds and split myself into counter parts. note: this is not a compliment. it actually depicts that in her eyes, i'm not human :'/

damn. i have been putting my social life, health, beauty, wellness, and personal issues all on hold. all i get in return besides my tiny little paycheck are pimples, eye bags, and stress. but still, as the title for this post says: i'm not complaining! lol.


come February 2012,
it's time for me to give this all up and return to being a lazy ass student once more.


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pheww...

i'm done with my practicum !! :D doesn't this call for a celebration? i've even been given free tickets to go catch a movie next week!

this is the last picture i took in school with the principal and the vice.

the end of this contributes so much to my well-being and happiness. and of course, it's not the workload in school that i'm tired of nor is it the students that i cant cope with. it was actually the I-s. i just wish to get everything settled and have nothing more to do with those annoying, excuse giving, advantage taking, lazy, complaining I-s. i practically have to beg to even get them to cooperate each and every time. i wished i could be given the privilege to do things on my own but no, the supervisor and school admin had just got to make things harder for me by forcing me to collaborate with them in everything.

well, enough complains. i'm happy now, though there were several things that made me kinda upset previously.

loitered around pj after school on the second last day of my practicum and ended up in one of the most beautiful temples i've seen so far.

the majestic life size kwan yin statue

the main shrine hall.


doing silly stuff in there.

and i love this xP



their bodhi tree.

all this somehow makes me miss the temple i always go to in mlk and all the people there. but it's just not worth going back. stained. stabbed. fake. i wonder how they see me right now. thanks to all the help i got from a bro whom i thought had my back all along. thanks, but no thanks. you just had to step on me to bring yourself up and to put the spot light on you, didn't you?

i'm letting all that go now.

26.10.2010 marks the end of all these horrible experiences.

moving on, praying that i won't be so sueh and meet with this kinda people anymore.

wishing me all the best.



heart.


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What are weekends for?

relaxing? enjoying? hanging out?


well..... it's no, no, and no again.


the correct answer is :

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weekends are spent doing lesson plans and teaching materials ><


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i wanted to post this 3 days ago. lol.

just didnt have the time or strength to actually log in and type it out.

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when a bunch of friends are hanging out, how do you identify who's doing their teaching practicum and who's not??

easy.

when it passes 10pm, just look at their eyess...

obvious enough.

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meeples@ 15 with the lot and stuffed our face at murni taipan after ray pawned us all.

felt good after being apart from them for so longggg. the days of sleeping in class and gossiping when the lecturers were teaching. ahhh. sadly.. no more ahh.

poured my heart out to them and shared crap that happened throughout the whole week with each other.

this was the 1st time i stayed out so late after i started going to school, yeah, school, where people wear blue pinafores with name tags and school badges again.

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right now, i practically dont have a life. it's not a life. jus some stupid routine. where i'm getting pushed around, exploited and played with.

the least i can do i to try to cope. trying not to let that freaking Indian get to me.

forgive me for sounding so racist. i do have Indian friends. i'm speaking about that one specific Indian, not against em in general.


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and i'm complaining again! lol. iish. this is not good.

fly, time. Fly!
i'd really appreciate it if u actually do :D

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Annoyed.

people create problems. the worse thing is, that you'd have to face these people everyday.

I dont normally curse and swear, i might say that i have rather good control over my temper and have the ability to tolerate and swallow it down.

shitty stuffs happen anywhere and everywhere. I just let it go, laugh it off and hope for the better.

this time, it's too much. again and again. over and over. getting worse each time. and i feel so dumb. it's just plain dumb being nice to people.

it totally sucks having sucky housemates. honestly. brainless bitches and bastards. damned good at complaining about others, duh... but doing the exact same thing. just like licking their own spit. ludah, pastu jilat balik.

NAH!


this is for you.





don't forget to read between the lines.

Fli. Flo. Flu.

not swine flu! just normal flu. ray had it for almost a week, zue caught it from some girl in class. and now it's my turn. cant i just turn it off???

and darn! i hate it!
reason being:

1. it makes me look dirty (the mucus hanging from your nose)
2. it makes me look ugly (watery eyes and big red nose)
3. sneezing non stop
4. runny nose
5. waste of tissue (my new best friend)
6. feels yucky
7. flu med makes me drowsy
8. cant breath properly
9. blur
10. gross
11. irritating and disturbing
12. makes my voice sound all weird

i could go on and on and on. ergh!!

wan tan/ dumpling

Ugly Monster.

we all know that a person's personality can effect their outer beauty.

you may have skin as white as snow, lips as red as blood, and hair as black as ebony, or even be the fairest of them all, but if your heart's rotten and you have a shitty attitude, you'll never be labeled beautiful.

and if you're wondering, ahh... yess! i'm indeed refering to some girls that i know. they're simply all about bitching mouths, being delusional, and even thinking that they own the world. can't even shut up for once. disrupting classes and being insufferable, doing as they wish, having no respect for others and sibuk bercomplain all the time. self obsessed and desperate for attention. and oh so, so, so dramatic.

miss know-it-all, think twice yah. you're not as cool as u think you are. u think u're the only one who understood the joke? uh oh... the joke's on you actually.

fyi, i'm not the only one feeling that way about em. lol. it's obvious. we're just keeping quiet and not crazy about the exposure. prefer being backstage than on the frontlines.

ARrghHH

i have datelines to meet but it seems that i just don't care?

i'm simply not enthusiastic about this at all.

why do we have to do this subject? i honestly find it a waste of time and energy and i don't see how i'm going to benefit from it.

so sick of the script. others will do way better than i can. hearing you complain so much. all you do is pour out endless complaints brainlessly without being able to come up with something better.

want this responsibility so much? just take it. i'd be more than glad to get it off my hands.

reluctant to dedicate any of my time to this.

wishing that this was over with!