the girl that never was

he loved her,

but perhaps he never really loved her.
the real her.
who she really is.
who she was.



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Accidentally in Love

Dear Bloggie,

I know I shouldn't have.
I know I'm not supposed to.

But I couldn't help it.
Fell helplessly.
Especially when i'm not supposed to.

Never thought that I'd be able to feel this way again.
When I least expected to.

I fell so deep.

Am now hopelessly in love again.

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Want to get to know the guy that made my heart melt?

One chance is all you need to give to him.

And you'll love him as much as I do too.


Just click on the play button below!

Surprised?

Never knew he sung decent songs like this huh?

Definitely beats standing in the middle of some bowling lane picking up chicks.


Anyway, the movie was awesome.
Caught it upon request(s)/pestering(s) from Ed and Ray.
We 3 sohai-s even wore hoodies there.
So many people were looking like we were his biggest fans or something.
We weren't even bielibers at that time.

Watching the movie somehow changed how i felt about him.

Really terpikat liao ♥


Now I'm a BIELIBER!

Yours sincerly


x

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Living in the Past

you are constantly being reminded of things u don't want to be reminded about.
you said you can let go, but actually you still feel its shadow overwhelming you.
you get carried away by memories and you cant differentiate reality from make-believe.

you let yourself be delusional.
you suffer when you let miserable thoughts take you over.
you could be happy, but instead you chose to be hung over on negativity.

you betray your self constantly.
you prefer deception over the inevitable truth.
you want to hold on, and you're the one not letting go.

you think about the present and the future.
but in fact, you're going no where.
still stuck. living forever. in the past.