Living in the Past

you are constantly being reminded of things u don't want to be reminded about.
you said you can let go, but actually you still feel its shadow overwhelming you.
you get carried away by memories and you cant differentiate reality from make-believe.

you let yourself be delusional.
you suffer when you let miserable thoughts take you over.
you could be happy, but instead you chose to be hung over on negativity.

you betray your self constantly.
you prefer deception over the inevitable truth.
you want to hold on, and you're the one not letting go.

you think about the present and the future.
but in fact, you're going no where.
still stuck. living forever. in the past.