remember what i said about not liking the school very much?

lol. just see for yourself :

the staff room started to get flooded when the rain poured.

this is where the leak came from :

weird, because there are actually classrooms right above the staff room.

wonder where all the water came from.



to dangerous for my liking. the water is actually dripping from the electrical wires. gosh.



and, remember what i said about dressing weird?

lol.

buddy(s) for 14 weeks ><

look at the dark circles under my eyes :'(


and i do most certainly hate how much i've aged in just four days..



god. i look old.

and i feel old too.



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so which one are you?

Pencil:

I’m sorry. You always get hurt because of me. If I make mistakes, you’re always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself.

Eraser:

I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m actually happy with my job. So please, I hate seeing you sad.

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it all starts with a choice.

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i made a choice.

was convinced that it was right at first.

but i got confident too soon and found myself on shaky ground.

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sometimes, it seems almost perfect.

at times, it almost threatens to rip me to bits.

and i'm now in a position which i find stupendously dangerous.

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heart aches.

looking for a refuge.

i find none.





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Eclipse Gossips.

caught Eclipse today! wasn't expecting to, but some one LIED to his dad. he took a bath, dressed appropriately, packed his bag, brought his notes, conveniently asked for a ride, and sneaked off to the cinema instead of going for his 3.30 class like he was supposed to.

it was solely his idea! i had nothing to do with it! honestly! xD

and the movies at summit are so darn cheap. almost all the shows were priced at 7 bucks. only Eclipse and Predators were priced at 10. and it's tuesday. not wednesday! flashed our student cards and paid only 12 bucks for the both of us. freaking cheap weiii. and the best part was that it was 12 bucks for a couple seat ♥ ( you actually thought that GSC's that generous?? nah.. we ditched our actual seats, seeing that all the couple seats were empty :P )

the movie wasn't that good and we were talking throughout the entire thing. here's part of the conversation that i find amusing. all quoted from ray.

Part 1

Ray :

1. wow. robert pattinson with this makeup actually look quite handsome lah.
2. i wan be vampire la. vampire handsome.
3. bB, if i become vampire, will you still love me?

later on in the movie, Edward asked Bella to marry her. She refuses at first, and they tried to compromise by making a deal: she'll marry him, if he agrees to turn her into a vampire himself. Bella's still not satisfied and she wants to bargain some more. She wants Edward to have sex with her before marrying him. Edward turns her down, not because he's not aroused and horny and itching to pop her flower. It's because he's afraid he can't control his strength and he feels that it's too dangerous and he might end up hurting his fragile Bella badly.

Part 2

Ray :

1. bB, I don't wanna be vampire d...
2. vampire cannot make love...

there's also this part where Edward and Jacob took Bella up to the mountains for hiding. it was snowing and Bella was freaking cold and there was nothing that Edward could do. He couldn't hold her as his icy touch would only make her feel colder. Jacob comes in, and says my favourite line from them movie :"lets face the fact, I'm hotter than you are." and he holds Bella to sleep while Edward watches helplessly.

Part 3

Ray :

1. Vampire so cold one ah?
2. The dick also cold one loh.
3. Now i wan be werewolf d.

now i know, what's actually going through the bf's mind. u dirty minded fella :P

there were lots of other random stuff that he said which made me laugh out loud. all rather annoying but cute in a way. my love for him probably cant beat Edward's love for Bella, (come on man, he swears it for eternity and promises to love her every moment of eternity, how to beat that?) but it's somewhere close by :D

so which do you prefer anyway? xP
the pic on the left is so much better right?

overall, i already knew that the whole twilight saga is rubbish anyway, i dont drool all over Edward or fantasize bout a perfect love story like theirs but i'm still dedicated to watch it all the same.


that's all for now. till something comes up and i feel like blogging again :)



byeee!




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Pawned !

today, i was smuggled into SEGi college and attended a moral class. of all classes. dang. why moral? i hated that subject. but that's not the point. it didnt matter what class it was. it wasn't like i was there to pay attention and learn anyway. lol. so, the lecturer was going on and on and on and the few back rows were filled with laptops. some dota-ing. some facebook-ing. all were talking and laughing. and he just continued the lecture as if it was a normal thing. some of you must be thinking, now why didn't i choose to go to SEGi? and i think, even if it was an empty class and no one attended, he would have continued like he always did anyway.

i felt so sad for him. as i intend to take up lecturing as a future occupation, i hope that i would not disgrace myself as he did. practically no one listened to him or respected him :/

well, so here's what i did in "class" :D

intruder held inhabitant captive!

he surrendered, yay!

ps:// the blue crosses represent me! and the black dots are ray.
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i miss so many things. i dont even know where to begin.

i miss...

1. my dell's speakers. --- (the new asus is too soft for my liking!)
2. my mlk kitchen. --- (i'm free to experiment)
   
3. my twilight series. --- (feel like reading em again b4 eclipse is out.)
   
4. some of my old clothes. --- (all too tight for me now. fattie!)
5. my old olympus camera. --- (i remember lotsa of great moments it captured)
6. dancing. --- (and this includes sw n hj!)
7. my old school field. --- (plus the purple baton)
8. my flexibility. --- (literally)
9. my flat tummy. --- (literally)
10. being a bad girl. --- (i'm good now! and i'm not allowed to be bad.)
11. midnight car rides with the windows scrolled down. --- (mlk wind. hee.)
    

that's just for starters. there's lots more. some are hard to describe. and they're running through my mind right now. making me restless.


in short, i'm just missing what is missing.



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No More.

received 2 unexpected random phone calls consecutively from 2 people i didnt even know exists in my phonebook. both asking me for favours. do i look like miss charitable or something? felt weird. hung up. and seconds later, the message alert beeped.

dang.

your pc is ready for collection
mainboard problem
CAN'T REPAIR.

whizbiz
ricky

god. tears formed at the brims of my eyes. threatening to spill even at the slightest blink.

my lappie. my pink dell.
gone.
i feel so incomplete mann...


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