They come in two-s

ppl put coins inside, but we put notes inside :D

smelly bowling shoes. he lost terribly!

blue and pink :)

my baby pandas ♥

separating em would be cruel.
keeping em apart from each other would be too...

words which were spoken out too rashly and harshly can only be regretted.
trying to make amends but those words can never be taken back.

can the so called ending turn out to be a well versed beginning?
i'm eager to find out myself too.

I am, am I?

i'm a big girl now, am i?
not only big. old, i should say.
more than old actually.
i should be mature enough to make decisions of my own.
be in control of my own life.

i know what i should do and know what i'm not supposed to do.

don't doubt me ok?

post bd treats.

this year, my birthday was sandwiched between 2 papers of my final examination. i had to study. my friends had to study. practically, there was no gap, no time, and no mood for celebrations at all. after the exams, i rushed back for cheng beng and didnt even say goodbye.

** For my friends who don't know what Cheng Beng is :

Actual Date: 5th April 2009
(Cheng Beng can be done 10 days before and after the actual day)

Qing Ming, Cheng Beng or All Souls' Day, also known as the Tombs Sweeping Festival, falls on April 5th every year except for leap years when the festival falls on April 4th.

During Cheng Beng, graves of ancestors and the dearly departed are visited by relatives and friends who come together from far to pay their respects annually. The Chinese community can be seen weeding and cleaning the graves of those departed as well as providing offerings of the departed's favourite food and burn joss-sticks, hell notes and gold bars which allows the departed to make purchases where they are. Daily necessities such as clothes and shoes are also burnt for the dead to use. This 20 days period is when souls of the departed leave the underworld and enter this worldly realm to accept offerings from their living relatives.

back in mlk during the sembreak, met up with S and she gave me a pressie which she so conveniently forgot to peel the price tag off. thanks to those who shared! bro gave me cash xP dad treated me to dinner n cake. sis gave me a treasure hunt where i had to run around searching for clues which led to my present. (she too free d!) cracked my head, but it was worth it :)

thanks lil sis ♥

when i returned after the semester break, i was immediately greeted with gifts from the boyfriend, which was followed by several others by my dear and a few other dudes. thank you so muchh!

• Byy - it's a reminder of what we share. i'll keep it close. always! ♥ ♥ ♥
• Dear - hugging it every night!
• Chanel - like it very much babe!
• Alphie - didn't know you're so sentimental~

had a little outing on zue's birthday, it's her day! but i had my share of br cake as well. belated cake. hee. thanks Al! you made my day after that horrible class with prof. J.


Zue, hope it cheered u up and helped u get well after being sick for so long!


thanks to everyone for the treats and love. might have forgot to mention some names but i hope u guys know that i love u all the same!

n yeah, my posts now seem bright, bubbly and happy. they weren't so previously. way too inconsistent.

what to do... my feelings are being challenged to the max. there are stuff that can make it fly sky high. yet others can make it crawl low in the dirt. too many things happen too fast i guess. i just blab everything out. and that really makes me sound like an emo freak.

please bear with me ya...

hopefully no more emo stuff ! crossing my fingers ;)

show me love ! that ought to keep this good mood lasting for long !





ps://let's hope that this blog will continue being a happy one :)

Cheesy, but me likey!

*JuNi3* says (9:36 PM):
byy they ajak u dota rite?
y u no go play?

rəɪ says (9:37 PM):
im temaning my girl
she needs me
: p
hahaha
its more like i miss u and i wanna poke u in msn..
dota is just a game..
a game means nothing to me
u mean the world to me

I never knew...

that two individuals could love each other that much.



it's not superficial. not skin-deep. not cosmetics or gimmicks.

it's something so strong, so ardent, so alluring and enticing.

it's already embedded deep inside the both of you and you never want to let go.

you feel that you belong and he wants you as much as you want him.



to the extend where ego and pride crumbles and give way.

right and wrong don't matter anymore.

because you know that there's nothing else worth losing.



now i know that such a love exists.

i believe in it and won't ever let it die.




ps:// and i love you so.

No More.

yeah. no more love for facebook.
no more heart for classes.
no more feel to do what needs to be done.

Cooked.

yeah. i did. haha. my dad is currently in japan for honeymoon holiday. he left on tuesday and will be back in a week. and i so hope he brings me back something good. greedy, greedy me xP

meals had to be taken care of cos my bro is such a cheapskate saving money to get married, he doesn't wanna eat out and pops back home for lunch during his break time. i felt like playing masak masak and voluntarily bought groceries and forced my lil sis to help me. i had fun, did it my way (simply cook one ah), and here are the results ;)

• tofu with mushroom and salted vege
  
• sweet sour chicken
  
• chinese cabbage

• fish and chips
  
• butter rice
• mashed potato

those were 2 random meals i cooked throughout the week before i pack my ass back to shah alam tomorrow. looks good huh? btw, looks are always deceiving. :P

and because of that (according to my bro n sis) i'm SICK!!! they said i got sick eating my own cooking :'(

pahhh! hate it. hate feeling sick and worn.
my insides are squirming!
can't eat. can't sleep. can't do anything.
head spinning, feels like i can throw up anytime.

but i have faith it isn't my cooking isn't that poisonous. both of them are fine!

get well soon to me!