wow. i scrolled down my blog and noticed that i have not blogged about emo stuff in a long time.
well.... it doesn't mean that i'm not emo anymore...
who has a 100% happy life anyway?
there are bound to be unwanted things that you didn't see coming which hit you right in your face,
leaving you dumbfounded, scarred, and disappointed.


not blogging about emo stuffs anymore simply means that i subconsciously choose not to remember them anymore and let them be bygones.
it's not like i intentionally installed a filter to keep out all the bad and only allow the good to be published, misleading others into thinking that i otherwise lead a really happy and peaceful life.
somehow or rather, i just managed to let it all go.
and sooner or later, it doesn't bother me anymore.


as quoted by my friend, this might seem like me taking another step closer to adulthood.
this is good, isn't it?
being able to take control of my own emotions and sound less like a mad hag.
hmm, i am, i indeed am growing up :)


.