Tuesday, June 28, 2011

she's luckier



Louis : Blair, I know you saw Chuck.

Blair : Well I... I wanted him to hear about our engagement from me.

Louis : Twice.

Blair : And I had to warn him that his evil uncle was in town.

Louis : All of which sounds so noble. So why didn't you tell me?

Blair : You know we have a history so I was worried that you'd think it meant more than it did.

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Louis : I saw him before I came here.

Blair : If he told you something happened he's lying. He just trying to get you to leave me.

Louis : I saw his hand. It's not the ring that cut your face. Blair, how can you lie to protect someone who hurt you?

Blair : Since I'm not seeing him again there's no reason to embarrass him.

Louis : I think you're the one who's embarrassed. You have your own dark side.

Blair : I understand if you want to end it. It's very unbecoming of a princess.

Louis : I want you, Blair. But the only way it can work is if you show me all of the parts of yourself. Even the ones you're ashamed of.

Blair : Maybe if we don't talk about them they'll just go away.

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Cyrus : Blintz?

Blair : No. Thank you. I've lost my appetite.

Cyrus : How is that possible? You're returning to your alma mater as the Princess Bride-to-be. You and Louis are practically giddy about each other.

Blair : Not when he finds out who I really am.

Cyrus : You mean a brilliant and beautiful and... remarkable-strong-for-her-stature young woman?

Blair : You may not be aware of this, but it's not all light and bright in here. There are some places devoid of even a hint of sparkle.

Cyrus : Louis will love those too, one would hope.

Blair : Chuck was the only one who ever did. But he couldn't see the rest. Louis said he wants it all but what kind of a princess schemes and plays sex games and drapes herself in old Hollywood movies?

Cyrus : Well, ah... pretending, as your stepfather, that I didn't hear the sex games part, the truth is the only way that you're going to know if Louis is the one is to tell him everything.

Blair : What if he doesn't love me after I do?

Cyrus : Take it for someone that's head-over-heels for a Waldorf woman, even everything is not enough.


As to Blair’s final question, the Louise guy could actually take it. It didn’t change how he felt for her.

Okay okay.. i know it's just some dialogue taken off gossip girl, but hey, which girl wouldn't want having a guy who loves her for who she really is/was? As fake as those lines might be, as fictional as the characters might be, the idea of a guys being so compromising and understanding which is so ideal has already been planted in my head.

As i said. she’s luckier. My life story wasn’t written by the gg script writers and there’s no non-judgmental guy in my life.



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Monday, June 27, 2011

the girl that never was


he loved her,

but perhaps he never really loved her.
the real her.
who she really is.
who she was.



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Sunday, June 19, 2011

Her Happily Ever After :)




this is just the girls' side wedding dinner, and the church wedding is next saturday which i painfully am unable to attend because of work :/

my first time with a D3100. and from the pictures, it's obvious that i don't know a single thing about DSLRs. And even if i went through the manual inside out, i'll still probably not get a thing out of it. too dumb to understand the terms used. but this dumb girl still wants to learn how to take better photos!



she's gorgeous, always will be!




simply love her dress! fits her oh so perfectly.




cuzzies :)




my family :D




next, taken with my hp!
a vain self shot xP






and the last pic taken with normal digi cam:
me and the man's who's been there for me for over 20 years!


my one and only dad.


happy father's day!



i love you pa.




x


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Monday, June 13, 2011

white flag.


you've learnt how to live...

... how to love

you've learnt how to accept...

... how to give

you've learnt how to tolerate...

... how to lose





but is spite of all, it's pointless, regardless of all that you've learnt.




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Sunday, June 5, 2011

Seriously, wtf ?


i saw this posted by a friend:

http://dailychilli.com/news/12048-killer-king-rats

didn't dare click on it. so asked someone to read to and summarize it to me over msn.

and i wished that stupid link hadn't caught my eye in the 1st place. now i can't sleep. i didn't actually look at any pictures but by just hearing about it, my over creative brain has it all visualized out already. and amazingly, the pictures in my mind are extremely clear and detailed.

fml.

normal ones are already freaking the hell out of me.

and now these?

f x 100.



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*scared*

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save me :/


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