I for one will never lower my standards for anyone, regardless of who they are and who they are to me

I Miss Langkawi

 i wanna go again! lets go. anyone? plan a trip and take me there please?


well i last went there in early July. it was actually my company trip and i kept putting off blogging about it because of some lame incident that happen which kinda spoilt my mood for the entire trip. despite my gloominess throughout it all, (am not gonna share the stupid story here) it wasn't a bad experience at all. loved the island, loved hotel, loved the food + booze, loved the places visited, loved it all ! the only thing missing were my friends / family / boyfie of course. and they would totally have made the trip 1000x better.

no more long winded stories. pictures ! (though not much. apparently selca / taking tonnes of pictures of yourself is not a current practice among my colleagues. they kept looking at me, sending weird vibes, and i stopped. no mood. haa, and that's not even the worse part. yet.)

the first stop: Dataran Lang.

HE-LANG-Kawi

bright faces. but we didnt sleep the whole night @.@

Meet Vivian and SuSee

some colleagues.

inseperable sea and sky

hotel room mirror ♥ 

took this on the boat when we went island hopping

Pulau Beras Basah

mini jetty

running out of ideas for captions. LOL

taken with front cam to send to ray in case he misses me :P

freaking salty.

i left my mark!

the boats wating to take us to the next island

a habbit i cant get rid off: selca

should have bought more! didnt manage to save any for myself.

all photos taken with iphone :)

there you go. my bits and pieces of my trip there in L.

finally managed to get this all up. thanks to the people who unintentionally rubbed the fun of L in my face via their recent blogposts and facebook albums. couldn't help myself from digging out all the photos and start blogging.

till the next time i see you L...

imma leave you now and go off to dream bout a perfect holiday.




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Infatuation

current fav song.

please don't watch the video! don't say i didn't warn you. horrible! with no relation to the song. should have done something to help enhance and portray the emotions the song carries.

what would you do if you wanted to share a song that you liked but the video sucked? wanted to embed just the audio, but somehow youtube sound quality sounded nicer.

so here it is:




simply heartfelt.


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Repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat :P

no, no... no worries. it's not Selena. just wanna share another song i'm putting on repeat atm ♥





love this so much! hope you do too :)




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Girly Max

hurried change of blog temp in the office. 

so pink and girly! maybe a lil too much for me. 

pardon the unmatching-ness of this with my age.

my blog now looks like a 13 year-old's.

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pinkify my blog even more. lol.

 pink phone cover. pink top.

pink poser!

pink. pink. pink. pink

 even the table clothes are pink!

am i pretty in pink? 

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can't get enough of pink?

visit my blog.

pink until you die :P

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"Ter"-click

aiyak. 

fooling around with the layouts and template. 

and i clicked on it. wtf.

stuck with this for now @.@

lazy me = ugly blog

i'll live with this till i can't stand the sight of it.

gah.

zero, or maybe even below sea level

only done with the first paper, but fighting spirit already zero. how to kao tim the remaining 3 papers leh?

i hate my sudden don't care attitude :-/

i want to work really hard, but my head and its counterparts won't let me. my best guess is that they're already worn out and exhausted from all the work and pressure i've gone through non-stop for the past few months. they're making a stand and protesting against doing anything that is stressful or would strain me out.



or am i just making up excuses to give up and stop fighting?


i've lost my focus.


tired and bummed out with all that's going on. there's no "me time" at all. and i can't live without that. no compromises. ever. there's so many things i want to do which i haven't got the chance to.

eg:

• edit + upload pics from Chinese New Year. (which i hadn't had time to do in 4 freaking months =.=")
• exercise! jog / cycle / badminton. (seriously anything at all. would kill for a chance to sweat it out) 
• change this blog's template and layout.
• clean my room.
• go see doctor.
• mlk
• my friends

i guess i've made my point. the list could go on and on...


already planned on when to take leave and how to spend my 4 consecutive weekends after this semester wraps up. only few days away... but still seems so far fetched. seriously. can't wait.


persuading self to stay positive and focused.


6 days.


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