too much futsie!

never ending streak.

been watching too much football lately. initially it was just the champions league, BPL, and Copa America on TV. then upgrade to watch live - Arsenal, Chelsea, and Liverpool's Asia tour and now? 2014 World Cup placements!

been to Bukit Jalil so frequently in the past 2 weeks but am still not sick of it yet. posting a pic ray took here. so you can imagine how close he was to pretty boy Torres.

emo face :/

drogba! scored the 1 and only goal for Chelsea against our Malaysian Kitties.

and their 1 month old coach. let's hope that he doesn't get fired too soon xP

and the highlight: Torres' autograph! all thanks to Ed's media pass.

thanks to the media pass too that me and Kim conveniently got smuggled into the stadium.
free show. what more to ask la kan?

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love taking pixies with Kim. he makes me look fair :D

Arsenal fans? nah. there's only one there. the rest are just blending in xP


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and M'sia is going against Sing on Thursday for the 2nd leg. and oh, they've gotta fight fight fight if they wanna make history! wish to support them in their impossible mission to place M'sia in the world cup qualifiers for the first time.

though watching the away game on telly almost made me lose faith, i'll still given em my full support! go tigers! this is for you!

Hitam Kuning (Go Tigers!) - Nadhira, JJ & Ean by themovemint



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Day 9 - July 24

a photo of the item i last purchased:


paid for it this afternoon at piccadilly.

lunch which made me super full !

look at the last item -.-"



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Day 8 - July 23rd

a song to match my mood:


well, i don't really have a mood right now...

so i'll just share a song that's stuck in my head here :)






and sometimes i like covers even more than the original :P


missin' my darlings real bad!

this goes out to all of you ♥


and if you noticed, 2:27, the lyrics goes

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry....

well, the thing is that I'M the one who cries more.

and you guys are the ones who're always there for me.



[i'm not one of the best friends that one can have.

but i want to be someone my friends can count on.

and i'll try my best to always be there.]



here's to friendship !


x



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Paint you an upside down smile

don't frown boy, don't frown...
there's no reason to be down...
leave it behind, let it go...
all your worries and your woe...

i'm here, always and whenever...
but turn to me, you will never...
the smile on your face disappears...
and that sends my heart to tears...


perhaps, i can never paint it upright again.



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Day 7 - July 18

my dream wedding in keywords:

;)

sweet,

dreamy,

princessey,

cosy.

and that's enough for me :)

am not greedy.

can you imagine how it would be?

x

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Rolling in The Deep.

tergolek dalam dalam.

love them both, the song and the fellas covering it.







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Day 6 - July 17

A photo of an animal you'd like to keep as a pet:







I want this!











super cute ♥












then again, i won't want to take them away from their mummy and original home.

one thing my Teh Gek Seng has always taught me is not to keep pets.

we are curbing their freedom when they could be out there where they really really belong. once or twice, we might forget to feed them. and i'm sure we are not able to provide for their every single need. and since they won't be able to tell us, it will never be the best for them.

and i know SOMEONE who has killed all of the pets he ever had.

i don't want to be like him!



x


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Day 5 - July 15th

lol. almost a week ago. anyway, lets continue with the 5th one,




me 2 years ago.




so it's July 2009.

and this is easy for me.

did you know that i have a whole archive of photos categorized by date? xP

freak?

maybe. but i really love taking and keeping photos :)

will cry if my lappie died and all my pixies went to heaven with it.

no joke.




here goes:


i look at me and i feel nothing much has changed. prolly just a lil thinner. sweeter. cuter. xP

and that's just it.





but him. he's married now.

and he was just telling me about girl problems 2 years ago.




meet my chinese-speaking-malay friend - ahmad helmi (阿末虾米) ;P



looking at this picture reminds me of so much!

and it's been 2 years already.

now i see how time really flies!



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A Reminder :

posting this here to remind me that a lot of Malaysian out there have not given up though they know how shitty the situation in. the spirit has not died. despite how dark the politics have been, the fire still burns within, all sharing a same hope, that things would change for the better.




the different races used to hate each other all the time, they couldn't see eye to eye, condemned each other, called each other despicable names, and of course had totally different views. but now, they have realised that they do not have to make enemies out of each other, have started accepting each others' views and have fought side by side for something they all believed in.

i'm so proud and happy that henny and i actually shared the same view. (i'm sorry, but i had always associated malays with the government and dirty politics.) that was before! now i know. in reality, not all of them are like that. i'm so glad that we became friends. here you have it, 2 buddies from different races and religions, believing in the same thing. read her thoughts here.


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Day 4 - July 9

Your favourite photo of your best friend:

sensitive issue :/

i dont have a best friend.

any volunteers?

photoshop your face into the pic below aite ;)

no best friend in particular, but i have best friends who never fail to make me smile :DDD

these people keep me happy and have never turned their backs on me

♥

never make someone your everything; cos when they leave, you've got nothing.

simple words, yet so true.

Day 3 - July 8th

my idea of a perfect first date:

nothing is perfect?

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that's what people say all the time.

but i've experienced some really perfect first dates !


♥


to me, it is perfect as long as i'm happy and having fun.

come to think of it, why would you go out with a guy on a date if you didn't like that guy already?
so it's safe to assume that you already have feelings for this guys that's gonna take you out.
and of course you'll dress up, try your best to be perfect, and you're nervous and excited about it. and no matter what happens then it'll still be perfect for you as it's the first ever date you're out on with a guy whom you actually like :)




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Day 2 - 7th July

only day 2 and i've already skipped a day :/
SEGi (Lydia in particular) is solely to blame for this!

well, i've decided to cheat!

my 30 days does not have to be consecutive! xD

and i'll try really really really hard not to let too many days get in between!


something i ate today:

5 chewing gum! nice! i ate one for 8 hours before. even fell asleep. woke up and continued chewing it. still tasted nice :D



and yea, i know it's CHEWING gum. i didn't actually eat it and swallow it. forgive me. cos my meal times aren't ideal and they get delayed all the time. and when i finally come in contact with food, i don't stop and take pictures. hence, this as a replacement :D

Day 1 - July 5th

what a day to start day 1.

well this is me having lunch at klcc (convention center) in between shifts at the exhibition.



saw Muhyiddin in person. oops. calling him as if he's my friend xP
well, to be proper and formal while showing respect, i actually saw Tan Sri Dato' Haji Muhyiddin Yassin (education minister and deputy prime minister) in person today.

today's function, the ETP progress update 7 gave all EPP owners to show case what they are working on and allow the public to gain awareness on what is actually going on. Najib, was supposed to be there, ahh....here i go again, it should be Dato' Sri Haji Mohd Najib bin Tun Haji Abdul Razak but something come up and he left it to his deputy to official the event.

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well, this is also the first time for me taking train alone xD
and i didn't get lost :P

lol. actually it was only 4 stations. i had this sleepy head accompany me from subang to kl central, watch me buy ticket and get onto the platform before he left to Hilton.



and later in the evening, Ed picked me from kl central. lol.
didn't get to have much alone time with the train.

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remember Muhyiddin?

well that's him there. if you zoom in close enough, you can even read his name tag!


and the one in blue is Lydia - my boss.

well this is also a first! me blogging about work.

would very much love to bitch about her to bits, but have done that with YokeLing already and i feel much better. at least someone feels me :)

summary:
met Ray during his break - exchanged phone with Ray cos his batt ran low and he needed to call me to pick him up later - reached home after a long and tiring day in klcc - Lydia suddenly realised how important that email from BPG was (regardless of my constant reminding) - they needed to contact me urgently - Dr Lisa and the whole SEGi jumping cos they couldn't contact me - got HR to get my file out - they sent one of the workers to come to my house to pass message - SueAnn called my house number.


dramatic. and what was all that for?


to get me back to the office to compile whatever shit was needed for the site visit tomorrow.

and i had to go back to the office at even though it was after working hours.
did all the stupid work that they didn't want to do and left when it was almost 10.00pm.
finally got to eat dinner (already starving like mad)
and it's already time to pick Ray from work.
11.30 by the time i'm home.

and i have to be in the office by 7.30am tomorrow morning.


am pissed. but i guess i didn't really show much here.

am so good at being rational and controlling my emotions ;)


let's not let stupid people weigh us down!


x


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fat chance i'd make it. lol

well, saw this and felt that it might actually help me blog consistently everyday for at least a month. can i make it? or perhaps i can just put off starting it.



i'll try my best! and if my dearies are reading this, i hope you do too! would love to read about your everyday too!


x


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i don't like it, but i've never done anything about it.

once i'm in a comfort zone, it's super unlikely for me to break out of it.
and that is super not good. seriously deemed unhealthy.
it's like i've been programmed to go about it day by day, repeatedly without fail.
regardless of what comes my way, regardless of how i feel, i just go on and on, accepting how things are and working my way around it.

i need courage to change. to break out of this chain, this monotony, this numbness......

and start living once more.



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