i don't like it, but i've never done anything about it.

once i'm in a comfort zone, it's super unlikely for me to break out of it.
and that is super not good. seriously deemed unhealthy.
it's like i've been programmed to go about it day by day, repeatedly without fail.
regardless of what comes my way, regardless of how i feel, i just go on and on, accepting how things are and working my way around it.

i need courage to change. to break out of this chain, this monotony, this numbness......

and start living once more.



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